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Yet ANOTHER crossover that NO ONE, NOT A SINGLE SOLITARY SOUL, asked for.
#hexiciah steam#vash the stampede#Trigun#trigun stampede#monster high#I think Hexiciah would lose his marbles over vash’s arm#they both have cool robot arms#please my brain is so full#understand my vision I beg
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IT'S FINALLY FUCKING DONE. I'M FINALLY FREE
UNTIL FRAUD COMES OUT
Tumblr shrinks it down pretty bad so please. please. I am begging you. look at the full sized image and zoom in. This art piece made my friends worried for my mental health I need someone to witness the amount of detail and effort I put into this
also the original sketch under the cut bc I think comparing them is really funny
#my art#ultrakill#stained glass art#gabriel ultrakill#this is one of those art pieces that made me feel like i had a parasitic fungus controlling my brain#one of those art pieces that's gonna require recovery time. i feel like a demon was just expelled from my body#i need to go eat an apple or stand in a river for a little while#i already said it but please. please zoom in on the full sized version#i love this game so much#i just hope i don't hate this by the time its finished lmao#im probably gonna have to adjust the color balance a bit when fraud/treachery come out but i'll cross that bridge when i get to it
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On autonomy, and what it means to be Obliged to Help.
Bonus:
#a homestuck walks into an antechamber and asks#hey is anybody going to make this dynamic wholly deterministic and thus dubiously consensual by its very nature#ANYWAY bigger ramble below. scroll down like usual#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#THATS RIGHT WE'RE STILL SHIP TAGGING IT BABYYYY#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#RAMBLE START: anyway i think loop is wrong here. they have it backwards. as-- in my opinion--#the main reason they could be called back into existence postcanon is because *their* wish for help is still not complete#they still need help. siffrin still needs help. neither of them will ever stop needing help.#they will thus uphold the wish until the end of siffrin's natural lifespan.#that said. what does it mean that loop can be so wholly forced to abide by siffrin's wants?#(assuming the dagger cutscene posession is them being forced to uphold the 'help siffrin' wish via harsh universe logic)#[as opposed to something capricious and cruel the change god did. which feels out of character for the change god to me?]#much like how the island wish and duplicate objects are neutered by simply sliding off people's brains...#is loop subtly ushered toward their wish? obviously it's not a full override (see: the bossfight). but is there any interference?#and if so. so what? does it matter? if they don't notice? is it even real if they don't notice?#and even if they do notice. the universe leads we follow. how much do either of them value their free will in a belief system like that?#the whole game is dedicated to siffrin habitually NOT excersizing his free will. doing things the same Every Time.#Loop ESPECIALLY does this. predetermined predetermined predetermined even in the FACE OF CHANGE. REFUSING. ANY CHOICE.#Maybe they'd even be comforted by having a universe-ordained purpose even if it is subservient. even if its to Him.#(though. i can't see siffrin enjoying the idea that someone is subservient TO them... then all their suffering is his fault...)#loop got into this mess via WANTING too much. no more free will. can't be trusted with it. take it away from them.#but yeah. gets my greasy detective pony hands all over this. and everyone please do remember i like to make characters Outright Wrong A Lot
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Master Dellamorte The Lesser. Umber eyes and all.
#illario dellamorte#veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age#da: the veilguard#i am so ready to give up on the rendering#just know that he is smiling#tired artist#my art and debut on this account#I dont know why my brain decided to obsess over this mess of a man#datv#dragon age veilguard#please dont Hope for the rest of his face I dont know if I Have the strengh#I say it while starting a new wip while trying to figure out his face and print it on my eyeball#I dont believe in blue eyed Illario#sorry#yes on the full wip his hair are down#dav#crows#antivan crows
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JAMES BEAUFORT and RUBY BELL in MAXTON HALL: THE WORLD BETWEEN US 01.04 'The Moment of Truth'
#maxtonhalledit#bellfortedit#bellfort#maxton hall#dailyflicks#sincerelygabby#tuserkers#userbulbul#usergrace#tvedit#cinemapix#cinematv#tvarchive#filmtvtoday#userbbelcher#mine.#james beaufort#ruby bell#james x ruby#ruby x james#sorry for the pixelated quality in some gifs it was either obscured kiss or bad quality kiss and i chose the latter for science ofc#anyway i couldnt find this scene in a full gifset so here#please don't post my gifs on twitter or anywhere else <3#this was extremely hot bye#i used 100 adjustment layers to get rid of the hideous lighting in this scene my brain has turned into goo
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I had a dream Beast Gohan was briefly in Daima (a quick switch to him while Krillin was narrating) and Twitter was ALL over it, sharing the same screenshot 😩🙏
#PLEASE LET THIS BE REAAALLL#side note...i think my first time drawing a wolf fighter guy#i know gohan already fought that one guy#lavendar or something#my brain probably took inspiration which is crazy cause i last watched that clip YEARSSSSSSSsss ago#anyways i think the context is that they're all chibified except gohan for some reason#and these chibi wolves and monsters and beasts came out and started rampaging on earth while goku and vegeta left to do space things#so gohan on earth had his hands full like WTF IS HAPPENING#dbz#dragon ball z#gohan#son gohan#dragon ball daima#db daima#sketch
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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Ok time to yap about Billy Loomis. What is bros sexuality?
Billy is 100% gay. I also think that he’s on the aromantic/asexual spectrum, with the best label fitting him being demiaroace. In simple terms, I think the only way he feels authentic romantic/sexual attraction is when he has a very deep emotional, (whether he likes to admit that or not), bond with someone.
People often like to bring up his romantic relationship with Sidney and his sexual affairs with other women, one of which we have proof of in the later movies. Because he was dating Sidney before his mom even left, and they were known to have started off “hot and heavy”, (as Billy likes to call it), he didn’t really have any reason to be doing that. Or did he?!
It goes without being said that Billy is a conventionally attractive white male in the ‘90s. In the movie, we already see Billy’s efforts to appear as normal as possible, wearing bland clothes with little room for interpretation and speaking very little to others. Which leads to why Billyboy was sleeping with girls when he was a big fat QUEER!! …
Billy loves control! He loves it, he loves planning everything out and acting it out like it’s a movie because of his dumb special interest. He loves predictability, he loves feeling normal, and he loves having control over people. What better way to feel in control, (perhaps of his own sexuality), than by sleeping with and casually dating girls!! It makes so much sense.
How does Stu play into this?
Well firstly Stu is Billy’s only real friend. Through subtext we can tell that Billy trusts Stu a lot, considering he trusted him to 1. Call Sidney while he was in jail. 2. Be ghostface with him and have him not tell anyone. 3. Literally fucking stab him… The list goes on. People like to say that Stu didn’t know Billy’s real motive too, which is fucking stupid because why wouldn’t Billy tell him this?? One entire year between murdering Sidney’s mother and then eventually attempting to murder her and all her friends, and you’re telling me Stu wouldn’t have suspected a thing? Just for fun?? Yeah right!
Also people try to say “okay, well then why did Billy stab him so much in the kitchen if he wasn’t trying to kill him”? Firstly it was always part of the plan for Stu and Billy to be the only survivors because only one survivor is extremely suspicious. Secondly you can tell he was just not thinking clearly, he acted on his anger and lost focus of his goal (KILLING SIDNEY??NOT HIS BF??) which is something he NEVER DOES!!
Man,, the whole final act is my favorite, because it really shows both Billy and Stu coming apart and quite literally COMING OUT as the killers. Come on guys. Media. Fucking. Literacy. They literally penetrate each other right in front of Billy’s girlfriend, and that shit was freaky as fuck.
ANYway I’m going off on a tangent. I do wanna talk about why Billy didn’t explicitly say anything about being gay when he so very obviously is. Billy, in all areas, is much less obvious than Stu.
He’s closed off, secretive, keeps up a pretty believable facade to everyone until the finally is able to drop the act. It makes sense he isn’t as physically or verbally affectionate with Stu, and for this reason people are more inclined to believe Stu is gay and in love with Billy more than Billy is gay and in love with him. Well, in order to get a good sense of Billy’s relationship with Stu, you have to look deeper. Let’s start with some things from the script, since there are very few scenes with the two interacting.
Stu and Billy, in the script, are best friends, have known each other since kindergarten, and are partners in crime. Billy obviously is capable of forming strong bonds and connections with very specific people. Even unhealthily so, and we see this in the relationship he has with his mother. He idolizes her, victimizes her, makes her more than she was as a coping mechanism and never officially comes to terms with the fact his mom probably wasn’t as great as he remembers. And when his mom leaves, he breaks, needs control (as stated previously) because his life is suddenly unstable and who does he turn to? Stu!
Also I just wanna say when Stu drapes over his back Billy leans into him okay thanks. Body language in this movie means SO FUCKING MUCH TO ME these actors did amazing. When Billy follows Sidney inside the look of CONTEMPT ON HIS FACE!! The way he looks through his eyelashes. The acting is impeccable Skeety, I love you!!!! 😐😐 Also the way Billy looks at Stu before stabbing himmm…He;s in love I promise. In whatever way he knows how
Lastly the boy has autism
Passionate interests, he loves horror movies and constantly references them throughout the film. Even at unconventional times, like when his girlfriend is venting about her dead mother. Eye contact and too much staring. Meltdowns when overstimulated. The whole last act was just him stimming and destroying shit because stuff didn’t go his way. Bad reactions when plans are interrupted. At the staircase when Sid runs away he punches himself in frustration. Talks with hands in Sidney’s room about The Exorcist. Favorite person/people (his mom and Stu). Extremely overdramatic. When he got fake stabbed. When he falls down the fucking stairs for no reason. Finally, just socially awkward. Any word out of his mouth makes people uneasy. Ez
…Finally for Billy I js wanna say he arches it a lot and I think only someone who takes it like a good boy wpu;ld do that Ok im done by.e
LIKE AND SUBSCRIBE FOR MORE BANGERS LIKE THIS ONE
#might say more later#if u have any comments#PLEASE TELL ME#if u have any questions#on my opinion#PLS LET ME KNOW#PLS TALK TO MEEE#i might do stu idk#i just felt like yapping abot billy#my brain is so full#of useless information#scream 1996#stuilly#me#billy loomis#silly#character analysis#gay#stu x billy#billy x stu#stu macher#scream#yapping#digital footprint is on its way to me#stupid gay twink#i hate this fa#got#dont take seriously#but also do#writing
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The One You've Been Waiting For ↳ Ohsama Sentai King-Ohger - Jeramie Idmonarak Ne Brasieri - Spider Kumonos
#ohsama sentai king ohger#ohsama sentai kingohger#king ohger#kingohger#super sentai#jeramie brasieri#jeramie idmonarak ne brasieri#spider kumonos#gifs.toybwf#userdramas#umbrella.gifs#tokuedits#please do not repost#umbrella.edits#umbrella.posts#thought about doing color on his but it didn't look right and considering his color in the intro is teal and his suit has no teal it didn't#really fit with this set :/ so black and white it is :)#and yes we're pulling out the full name#my beloved who i love so very much and has taken up permanent residence in my brain
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More AoT x Bloodborne AU stuff.
I have so many ideas I wish I physically could draw them all. Eren as a Forgotten Madman and Kenny as a Powder Keg. I also made Eren a scourge beast design, inspired by his Founding Titan. Yes these two medias have nothing to do with each other but I'm fixated on both so I will find a way to combine them no matter what. My followers will eat what i cook they don't have a choice
#my brain is so big and full of this#please understand its the autism#digital art#my art#fanart#aot#attack on titan#shingeki no kyojin#soulsborne#bloodborne#eren jaeger#au#crossover#erwin smith#levi ackerman#kenny ackerman
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if Crozier had a nickel for every time someone close to him kept a mortal wound secret from him he'd have two nickels which isn't a lot but it's definitely enough to give him some very specific trauma for the rest of his life
#blankzier#fitzier#The Terror#Francis Crozier#I must say generally I think we are all collectively sleeping on some very interesting parallels between Blanky and Fitzjames......#I'm a lieutgirlie so this really isn't my department but I wanted to start some thoughts percolating within smarter people's brains on this#Also someone PLEASE write a fic where they both survive and he becomes paranoid about their health and safety QwQ#I want it now even though it would surely destroy me.........#Starky's original posts#Starky's text posts#as I said of course I am a lieutgirlie and the parallel of Edward and Crozier both ''losing two friends in one day'' is just diabolical#and one of my favorite things in the world to imagine is Ned becoming absolutely neurotic about Hodge n Jirv in a survival AU#just full on needs to have at least one and preferably both of them in his line of sight at all times or he starts hyperventilating#and I think the idea of Crozier feeling like that would also be very interesting and even more complicated#because he'd be much more successful than Edward (typical) at being self aware and repressing it which only makes it worse naturally lmao#and also because Blanky and Fitzjames definitely seem like the types who would chafe at that sort of thing lol#whereas I think tbqh Hodge and Jirv would be so messed up they'd be only too happy to embrace the codependency <3 yay <3#To Have And Have Not Lieutenant OT3 Version. Find it in ao3 bookstores whenever I manage to actually finish writing it.#christ look at all those tags. OP make a post about something without mentioning the Lieutenants challenge. failed catastrophically.
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More Nekoma hcs
• One time after an intense match Kuroo makes the mistake of taking the whole team out for hot pot, his treat. Never again. His wallet is in SHAMBLES, especially after the menaces that are Inuoka, Tora, Fukunaga, and Yaku get their hands on the meat menu. At least Kai helped with the bill
• Yaku is secretly super sappy— he gets emotional when reminiscing about the past, he loves romance manga, he tears up at sad movies, etc etc. Kai and Kuroo know about it and love teasing him in private but would never expose his softer side to the rest of the team. He totally bawls at graduation though and no one's suprised (they all knew)
• Shibayama and Inuoka are little gossips, they're always whispering to each other and giggling behind their hands (kinda like Tsuki and Yamaguchi but less bitchy lmao). They're the types to have conversations entirely made of inside jokes so if you hear them in passing it sounds like incoherent gibberish
• Thinking about that panel of Fukunaga holding an entire bunch of bananas, I think he'd bring whole-ass watermelons to school and scoop them out with a spoon for lunch. At first Tora’s appalled by it— as he is with most things Fukunaga does— but eventually he joins in. You’ll often find them hunched over a melon in the courtyard shoveling away like maniacs and spitting seeds into the air. Kenma thinks its the most disgusting thing he’s ever seen
• While we're talking about manga panels look at Inuoka swinging his tie around in the bg. He never ties it right, it drives Shibayama insane so he fixes it for him.
• One thing I like about stage play Kai is that he kinda has a short fuse and is a bit more sarcastic. I think he deserves a good scream in the club room at least once a week (Kuroo and Yaku guard the door so he can do it in peace)
• The third years are kinda like the Date Tech Alums in that they just show up to random practice games and heckle the team from the stands. Yaku's screaming at Lev about his form, Kuroo's teasing Kenma and Tora, Kai made a bingo sheet.
• Fukunaga has the kind of ADHD where he picks up a new hobby every week. Sometimes he's in the club room crocheting, sometimes he's learning yo-yo tricks, folding intricate paper cranes, rubix cubes, cup stacking, card shuffling, juggling, you name it. His favorite will always be cooking though, he uses the team as a test audience for new recipies.
#idk why this one was so Inushiba heavy#they're just doing their own thing in the bg and i find that funny#the fukunaga adhd one is self-projection to the max I used to spend my time on the most bullshit hobbies#past ant hyperfixations include paper making. folding my old hw into paper boats. cutting and color-coding magazine snippets. knitting. etc#I like repetative tasks I can turn my brain off to I'll waste entire days on that shit#this aint about me tho this is about nekoma i lveo them#i miss having my brain full of head canons i gotta reload#come back to me brainworms please i need you#nekoma#haikyuu#haikyuu headcanons#kuroo tetsurou#kai nobuyuki#yaku morisuke#yamamoto taketora#kozume kenma#fukunaga shouhei#inuoka sou#lev haiba#shibayama yuuki#ant's rambling tag woo
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CHAPTER 22 SPOILERS FOR THE NEON VOID‼️‼️
Haha wdym no I didn’t read the chapter almost one month after it came out wdym that’s crazy haha
ANYWAYS NEON VOID BRAINROT ANYONE?? As usual a magnificent read what can I say @sugarpasteltmnt is SO SO talented after I read this chapter I stared off into space for like a solid minute before laughing hysterically like Leo because MY GOD the adrenaline rush is so real. What compliment can I say that hasn’t been said about this fic. It gives me such goosebumps and the action sequences are just. Muah. Breathtaking. I cannot wait to read the next chapter and keep up the good work!! /lh /all pos
(Clicks for Palestine!!!)
#my art#PLEASE TAKE UR TIME W THE NEXT CHAPTER#idw you to get burned out or anything#ur heath is the most important!#sorry this isn’t a full fledged drawing#I just read the newest chapter and completely blanked out#suddenly it’s 2am and the excited jitters in my brain finally calmed down#ur writing is like eating sour candy with a sweet aftertaste#SO GOOD#also is it weird that I have headcanons about ur fic??#hope it isn’t#but I like to imagine when Leo gets spastic his Krang eye goes haywire and shoots all over the place#same goes for his krang parts like it squirms and wriggles underneath the skin#Or when Leo is bored the sharp end of his tail will poke the ground rhythmically#HOPE YOU LIKE THE ART#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rotten#save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#The Neon Void#The Neon Void TMNT#TNV TMNT
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i want violetshine to be angrier actually. i want her to hold grudges. i want her to still carry that anger and resentment against all the cats who hurt her. she unsheathes her claws at the mere mention of darktail or sleekwhisker or even rowanclaw or bramblestar. she daydreams about how things could have been different if she had fought back sooner. she imagines what it would have been like to kill them, and then she feels guilty and horrible for thinking that.
i want her to struggle with forgiveness. she has such a hard time forgiving twigbranch for things that she knows were not her fault. she feels guilty for forgiving needletail more than her even tho needle did way worse. she struggles to reconcile with her unhealthy attachment to/idolization of needletail and how it relates to her perception of twigbranch. this whole time, she always felt closer to needletail and thought of her as the "better" sister, even tho she was hurting her. she knows, deep down, that needle was still an impressionable apprentice, but she cant help but hate herself for being so willing to make excuses for needle while still holding on to those feelings of resentment for twig.
i want her to be confused. i want her to have so many complicated emotions about everyone in her life. she feels terrified and angry and awful and she hates herself for it. shes an emotionally complex mess and has no idea how to properly manage her feelings. shes scared. shes an adult but she still feels like a lost kit struggling to fit in. shes scared of the world and shes scared of other people and shes scared of herself. do you Understand my vision
#mod meows#violetshine#i could expand upon her soooo muuuuch PLEEEASEE erin hunter give her to me#let me write her a graphic novel or a novella or even a goddamn super edition PLEASE im BEGGING you#my brain is so full of violetshine thoughts every day i could do So Much for you erinhunter workingpartners#<- (most normal violetkinnie in the world)#brambleclaw#rowanclaw#needletail#sleekwhisker#darktail#twigbranch
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And never let you go ♥
Bonus without the overspill lighting:
#💟#Digital art#Full Art#Art#Edgar#Scriabin#It's that time of year again where I get real sappy about Vargas ♥ Because yes! Once again it is my own personal Vargasversary! 🎊 Yaaaay#Seven years now - I don't know what to do with seven years it feels like a hard to define number haha#Right in the middle between five years and ten years! A while to be certain but hard to define as a Long Time either hmm#Well whatever it doesn't matter <3 The important part is that I still love Vargas and them very much ♥♪#I actually didn't really have any specific plans for this Vargasversary :0 I haven't been drawing them much again#Other things have drawn my focus and attention hehe ♪#So I just kinda set my hand loose - no sketches on paper no defined idea - this is just what my hand/brain came up with in the moment#I'm pleased :) I think it accurately expresses how I feel about them hehe <3#I wrote down what ended up being the text/caption a couple months ago while I was in Big Love in their direction#I don't remember what inspired it anymore other than just - They ♥ Themst ♥ Do love them <3#I've planned my next reread now ♪ Barring anything drastic (like an update lol) I know when I'll be rereading next#I'm looking forward to it! :D As always hehe <3#It's still a bit a ways off which works well for recharging :)#And of course I'll be doing my usual in the meanwhile - this and the main anniversary and my sketchdumps and Requestober haha#The caption is as much me as it is Edgar after all <3#Even quiet and sleeping I still find them as a comfort - a place I find rest and joy in ♥#Inspiring and lovely and wonderful - pretty and tender and dear!#Oh and#Always finding a way to flip up the bottom of the shirt#Hehe <3
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me sometimes: Charles was the sun, shining bright into space, filling the void with warmth for free. And Edwin was the moon, helplessly dragged behind him, reflecting the endless energy in a pale imitation. And he loved Charles for it, so much that he never needed to see the sun again, because why would he need it when he had something better?
Also me: they kissed and it was good. Edwin really liked it
#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#writing#please help my brain is so full sometimes#specifically when I cannot write#then I have hours to myself and there's nothing#this is a payneland vampire au in case you were wondering
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